I’m a slow griever I guess. I’m finally past my own shit and I have to say that I AM SOOOOO PROUD OF MY SISTER. She was such a trooper in the delivery room, she handled the pain and pushed O out in like a half an hour. She’s so strong and I’m very proud of her. O is beautiful and I adore my new neice. I can’t hold her enough. My sister has had a beautiful baby girl.

A more sane Kimmy is finally looking forward to the relationship that we’ll have with our birthmom. I will trust her and hopefully she’ll trust me. We’re making her part of our family and visa versa. I’m ready to be “in the book”.