DAMN THE SNOW!! Our final Homestudy visit was scheduled for today and it’s snowing so we rescheduled. It was a huge disappointment for me. I’ve been on an insane cleaning spree and for some reason this one week delay set me into a tailspin.  I know I won’t be a mom at Christmas this year but I still wish it.  I can’t bear the thought that I’ll have to wait one entire week to be one step closer to starting to adopt.  All I can do for now is throw myself into cleaning and decorating for the holidays…and today…shoveling snow!

But Techie and I sat on the floor and talked for an hour. He’s soooo excited to be a Daddy and he cheered me up. We ordered our first nursery furniture online tonight.

Some people couldn’t stand to look at an empty nursery for months or even years but i’m being optimisitc and I know the perfectionist in myself, it will be a brilliant work in progress for a long while.

All I can do for now is throw myself into cleaning and decorating for the holidays…and today…shoveling snow!